♥♥ Dear GoD...i'M LoNeLy aNd i'M TiReD..i MiSsInG u AgaiN..♥♥

finally he leaves me alone...but i'm strong enough.....this is the best  way for him....he made mistake to me.....that make me untrust him anymore...

 

but finaly i have nu person but i dont think so that i lov him or he's my boy...but i like him...he always arround me....

i dont wanna hurt anymore... i need him much.....his name is Bani...lol♥♥

<a href="http://www.friendster.com/photos/13187952/1/739344681"><img border="0" src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/25/97/13187952/1_739344681l.jpg"/></a>

hai word up guys...i got nu bands ...name seventeen and d masiv...i have 2 band with diferent ganre...so if u wanna se e i will give the nu song from us...so just wait...we are on indie record..i'm so glla to be  vocalist...see you.......♥♥

i disapointed with this world...

there are so many beautiful lies,,,

but i live in here...

just try and try

face to everything

 

today..go to fasion design and i meet with other people...
i dont understand what they say...they said that i look so elegan
now i'm not fat girl again...but i know the reason why i'm not fai anymore
becouse i'm in pain...i'm sick...thye dont understand...i try to laugh but it's hurt inside....



ema with love

today ifeel so aweful...coz its rainy agan and again...but i'm thankful For God...coz rain can heal my pain for awhile....

but i need someting to heal my pain for this shit....♥♥

i try to get up from my bed...i go to work..

and i meet with my friend...and she smile at me that makes me strong

but if i just hush...i feel so hurt...deep inside

i touch my computer and i found my buzznet...thanks....

just do the best for my self
keep smile for everyone
but i just wanna scream out loud if i'm alone/.....
why me.....

I dont wanna drunk again...

idont wanna smooke again

i need a power from this weak

i lov my boy

but idont wanna hurt him anymore

but i dont have much tmes in this world

this is about my fucing CANCER

i just wanna live

i'm tired with this pain

i need you God

if i die tomorrow i hope my parent will forgive me lot

if i die tomorrow i hope my boy hold my boddy untill i sleep on the ground of earth

i'm tiret to cry...just live....♥♥

 

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold him when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left him when I found him
And now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah


Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade

♥♥ taken from

     ' AVanged Sevenfold Lyric.....